Writing

I haven't written in a long time. Anywhere. No blogging, no journaling, nothing. It's just that I don't really feel like sitting down and writing. I don't know why. It's not like those times in my life when I didn't want to write because I didn't like what was happening. I'm not avoiding what's going on by not writing about it. I just don't feel inspired to write I guess, at least until now. I'm listening to a song by Kathleen Edwards (Goodnight, California) and it's reminding me of my dog Max. I still really miss him. I don't think about him all the time anymore, but when I do I really miss him and it still really hurts that he's gone. I just think about how good, pure, perfect, and lovely he was. He was what God was talking about when He said I should think about those things.















So I'm married now. I have to say that, overall, being married is really great :) We've been married for almost 2 months, so not very long, but it's interesting to me how quickly I've adjusted to certain aspects of it. I'm not having a hard time getting used to living with Chad. It just feels really natural. And I'm really attached to sleeping with him at night already. So much so that I didn't get much sleep when he went away to Winnipeg for a week. Being together in marriage is making our love for each other grow deeper and stronger and to me that's kind of surprising and absolutely fantastic :)

My parents moved back to Newfoundland recently. It all happened so fast that I wasn't really sure what to think or do, so I just tried to love them and be there for them in whatever decisions they were making. I certainly hope that going home turns out wonderfully for them and that it will be everything they want it to be. I really believe it's that time in their lives when they need to make decisions based on what's best for them, and not so much for us kids. The thing is, we're adults now and have started our own lives and need to let them go back to taking care of themselves. They came here for us. Now they've gone back home for them.

That's all for now I guess.