So today it occurred to me that I'm getting married in 12 weeks. 12. That's not very many weeks. Finally it's starting to feel close and that makes me both very excited and somewhat nervous. Very excited because I'm looking forward to getting married, but somewhat nervous because I know that there's lots to do and that not everything will go smoothly. I think the next 3 months are going to be very busy. We got the apartment we were hoping for, so I'm moving in for May. I'm really excited to move and to set up the apartment for Chad and I. Having our own place is going to be so much fun :)
I went and picked up my dress for the wedding on Friday and I'm super excited about it! The seamstress did an excellent job and it fits me so well :) I'm not very good at visualizing things, so it was hard for me to imagine what it would look like in the end. Now, when I look at the pictures that Laura took of me in the dress, I finally get what it will look like and I don't think it could've turned out any better :)
I'm thinking about my dog Max today. He has to go in and get neutered tomorrow (he's 13 years old) because he has an enlarged prostate and it's causing him to get sick. I went to see him on Sunday and he seemed so down, which was really sad to see because normally he's so energetic and happy. I don't think I'll be able to stop thinking about him until he's himself again.
March 18, 2008
March 05, 2008
It's Been Too Long
Today I was reading some other blogs and got the sudden, strong urge to post something on mine. It's been so long since I've posted on here that it feels a little strange to do so, but I'm sensing that I could benefit from writing on here again. I haven't been writing anywhere in months and months, but I know it helps me sort through my thoughts and feelings so I'm a little disappointed in myself for letting it fall by the wayside.
Anyway, I feel like I'm just floating in space right now. I'm neither here nor there. I'm constantly waiting for the next thing to happen. I'm waiting to get my tax return. I'm waiting to hear about places to live. I'm waiting to move into a new place. I'm waiting to get married. I'm waiting to have children. And on and on it goes. I don't really think it's the healthiest mindset to be in; always wanting something more, something different. On the other hand, anticipation isn't an entirely bad thing. Once again, it seems to come down to balance. I definitely don't feel balanced. I feel like I'm involved in too many things and therefore not doing a very good job of anything.
Ok, on to brighter things. Chad is awesome. He's the greatest guy I have ever met. I have never had someone appreciate me so much and treat me so well. I love that I can always depend on him for anything and everything. He takes very good care of me. He has such a huge heart and large shoulders, and that's something I find I can rest in. We have been so busy lately that we haven't been able to spend quality time together and we're both really starting to miss each other. So Friday evening we're just going to hang out together and catch up and I'm really looking forward to it :)
Wedding planning is ticking along just fine. We don't have much to do right now, so we've been much more focused on trying to find a place to live. I'm really hoping we hear something soon. We did get a call last week, but the apartment was in a building that allows pets (there are two buildings) and Chad's allergic to cats, so that wouldn't really work out. So we're waiting and trusting God that something will come up :)
Anyway, I should end this here. It feels good to write about what's going on. I don't think anyone will read this because I haven't written anything in so long, but I'm ok with that :)
Anyway, I feel like I'm just floating in space right now. I'm neither here nor there. I'm constantly waiting for the next thing to happen. I'm waiting to get my tax return. I'm waiting to hear about places to live. I'm waiting to move into a new place. I'm waiting to get married. I'm waiting to have children. And on and on it goes. I don't really think it's the healthiest mindset to be in; always wanting something more, something different. On the other hand, anticipation isn't an entirely bad thing. Once again, it seems to come down to balance. I definitely don't feel balanced. I feel like I'm involved in too many things and therefore not doing a very good job of anything.
Ok, on to brighter things. Chad is awesome. He's the greatest guy I have ever met. I have never had someone appreciate me so much and treat me so well. I love that I can always depend on him for anything and everything. He takes very good care of me. He has such a huge heart and large shoulders, and that's something I find I can rest in. We have been so busy lately that we haven't been able to spend quality time together and we're both really starting to miss each other. So Friday evening we're just going to hang out together and catch up and I'm really looking forward to it :)
Wedding planning is ticking along just fine. We don't have much to do right now, so we've been much more focused on trying to find a place to live. I'm really hoping we hear something soon. We did get a call last week, but the apartment was in a building that allows pets (there are two buildings) and Chad's allergic to cats, so that wouldn't really work out. So we're waiting and trusting God that something will come up :)
Anyway, I should end this here. It feels good to write about what's going on. I don't think anyone will read this because I haven't written anything in so long, but I'm ok with that :)
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